Suicidal tendencies

chibi_steph18 · Posted: Fri Apr 11, 2008 8:02 am Post subject:

Ok..first my sister, then my friend, and now my brother. Last night my brother was messaging everyone his own "goodbye, cruel world" posts...Honestly, I don't think he did it, but I won't know until tomorrow...but gosh, it's like everyone around me just keeps on wanting to kill themselves! And he was saying something about no one ever talking to him unless they have nothing better to do..and a few hours before, he was talking to me about how I tell our friend Josh more stuff than I tell him. But it's not like that..I tried to explain to him, I don't tell anyone anything more than anyone else. I tell some folks some things, and some folks other things...I never tell anyone everything. It's my business and I don't like telling everyone everything..but it made me kinda feel like maybe I triggered something in him or something. I don't know anymore....

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Sometimes I don't think birds are really talking to each other. They are just making fun of police sirens.
-Stephanie

Serenity · Posted: Fri Apr 11, 2008 2:53 pm Post subject:

Omg Steph, what are they like? !! fgs it seems more of a trend to just flippantly say youre gonna end it all, especially online, its SO easy. Drama Queens/Kings the lot of them. You must be more than a little p*****d off at them all. They obvisouly dont realise the effect it has on people, or perhaps they do. Attention seekers in my opinion I'm afraid, once again

they'll all grow up one day...hopefully!
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chibi_steph18 · Posted: Fri Apr 11, 2008 2:58 pm Post subject:

I agree, I think they are attention-seeking and they probably think people don't care when they tell them anyway. Yep, I'm extremely not happy about any of them right now...but I hope he's ok, all the same.
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Sometimes I don't think birds are really talking to each other. They are just making fun of police sirens.
-Stephanie

chibi_steph18 · Posted: Sat Apr 12, 2008 12:31 am Post subject:

*sigh* My day went crazy after i came back from class. My brother was gonna commit suicide, and texted our friends Nina and Jess, who then told me and we were calling people like crazy to find him, then he called and said he wasn't doing it, and he was ok...then I told his girlfriend about it, and she and me and Jess and Nina were talking and she said if he did it, she would too (this is the girl I wrote about before), and Nina and Jess got pissed at her and were yelling how stupid that is, and she got mad and yelled back. This started a huge fight that lasted for like an hour, and my brothers girlfriend was threatening to get them arrested and stuff, and they were like 'bring it, you cant do that' and then later..she calmed down and wanted to apologize to them but they weren't gonna have it..then they started telling me how i make excuses for her and how can I be friends with a person like that and stuff. And it struck me that I make excuses all the time..and it..idk, really got to me I guess *shrug* anywho, so later lewis' (he's my bro) girlfriend tried to kill herself..cause..well, idk..but she did, and its not the first time she's done it, as you know..and now..everything is just crazy *shrug* I don't know anymore.
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Sometimes I don't think birds are really talking to each other. They are just making fun of police sirens.
-Stephanie

Serenity · Posted: Sat Apr 12, 2008 6:40 am Post subject:

Fgs Steph, poor you stuck in the middle of all this insanity!

When you say she tried to kill herself, how do you mean? What exactly did she do?
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chibi_steph18 · Posted: Sat Apr 12, 2008 8:28 am Post subject:

I was told that she tried to drink rat poison. Honestly, I have had my doubts..as to whether or not she is doing these things, or just setting us all up..but..I dunno. I like to think she's not the type of person to do that to her friends..
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Sometimes I don't think birds are really talking to each other. They are just making fun of police sirens.
-Stephanie

chibi_steph18 · Posted: Sun Apr 13, 2008 11:24 am Post subject:

Aaaaaand back to my brother's girlfriend. Me and my brother both incurred her wrath because she isnt a 'morning person' and she got mad and told us she wasnt talking to us for a while. So I said fine, cause I didn't want to talk to her. I was mad because she didn't eat anything at all yesterday and nearly fainted...and then she was talking to my brother, and he was asking her why she didn't want to talk to him..she just kept telling him 'I just don't think we should talk for a while' and the next thing I know, her butler is IMing us, saying she is on her way to the hospital! Like "OMG! WTF?!" So now she's stabbed herself...but I just heard she is gonna be ok and all...and back later on today. Sometimes I wonder if all this is for real..you know? I mean, we only hear this through the internet conversations...she could be sitting there pretending to be other people, you know? I don't want to believe that..but sometimes things don't add up.
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Sometimes I don't think birds are really talking to each other. They are just making fun of police sirens.
-Stephanie

redhead · Posted: Sun Apr 13, 2008 1:10 pm Post subject:

Steph I don't know what's going on here but something niggles me and tells me that your strings are being well and truly pulled !!!!! I think it's time you said " I'm at college I can't take anymore of these threats ,have my own issues to deal with get some proffessional help leave me alone "" before you know it you will be well and truly stressed out and your studies will suffer , DON'T let it !!!! sometimes it is better to be tuff .
It's diff I understand that but think of yourself !!
best wishes Red

Serenity · Posted: Sun Apr 13, 2008 2:18 pm Post subject:

Tbh Steph I think its all *BS*! No one stabs themselves or take rat poison fgs, it sounds like someones away with the fairies and making it all up. Especially if this is all going on online, tell them to go take a flying leap youre not interested anymore with their mindgames. What do you have to lose? if they are going to do it properly anyway? Save yourself the grief and tell them they are on their own, and do it TODAY !
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chibi_steph18 · Posted: Sun Apr 13, 2008 2:25 pm Post subject:

Yeah, I don't think I can take it anymore..next time I see her, we're in for a long talk.
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Sometimes I don't think birds are really talking to each other. They are just making fun of police sirens.
-Stephanie